Thursday, November 8, 2012

The Liberated





Life can be simple
let's go by the instinct
and everything will be fine..

Nothing is going to be perfect..
and we are bound to err
let's accept that gracefully
Is life meant to be this?
will it ever be more meaningful and more complete?
that question will give no answer..

So why take life so seriously?
jus draining time and energy
when we have this world - an oyster to be explored

let's liberate from self judgements
there is no right or wrong
There is no truth or false

I dare you,
fall in love with imperfection
then shall v be LOVE

cease asking for a liberated world..
get out of the rut and and get a rhythm
take action,and all the blues will fly away

no fear, no tear
and no rules hear
jus the tranquil bliss

Its so good to be alone and not be afraid
so cut back on the people who make us feel bad
let the haters hate

let's stop trying to be everything
do everything 
and have evrything

jus go by the instinct
Am sure we will deal with 
all that comes therefore..

Be whatever ..
that is at peace with urself
and jus keep lyf joying

except dont hurt
dont criticize
and don judge

let' s live our own life to the fullest
be happy and
let others live their lives...

life can be simple...






Wednesday, September 19, 2012


DEALING WITH THE WEAR AND TEAR

  After all these years of shameless public appearances(school & college: functions) and loud speeches(in the assembly  )  which many a times not even knowing what I meant.. And those  careful write ups wishing a huge reader base, to the extend that sometimes I had even resort to  blackmailing my buddies  to make them read that ;) , All of a sudden,now i feel soooo shy..to the extend that I am afraid to luk into the eyes of  strangers ,to talk what I mean . Have started to experience the " something  stuck up in the throat feeling ", deleted several articles that I wrote earlier, restricted scribbling just to my personal diary,and the difficulty with which I decided to blog once again..oooff!!Its too much..

   And this forgetfullness  lyk the 70 year old!very pity:'( living oblivious of the world round.. Its been quiet sometime since I even read the news papers!!Loads of pent up academic works and so  on....feeling less enthusiastic ,at the same tym,more conscious about thyself!!..having realized that this cud pull me down from any ladder that I climb(even when the ladder is not slippery ).

                                                                  I have come to my own rescue:)Tan ta dang!!!


Okay! emergency rescue actions in focus:
                 
   --jumpstarted with the blog writing thing,
let me admit it my friends--having a hobby feels gud:),and the feeling is all that matters(never mind if we suck at it or are gud at it).Thanks to my childhood innocence..I remember my english sir at school telling my mom that i have a way with words ,and I believed it:)thank god,that belief still gives me the courage to scribble for you to read,despite a  few 'below standard' comments from my 'well wishers'  !!

   --planning to byheart something everyday.This is going to be the killer drug for my poor memory!!(high hopes.I know)..but nothing wrong in trying right.. may be memorising verses from The Quran(Thereby trying to learn the arabic language as well.)saying all these here so that I will stick on to it..havent you heard ,the best results are obtained when u declare ur  goal in the public..We are always worried about  not meeting 'their'  xpectations..arent we?

   --gonna prepare well for the seminars..practise it to the extend that I am not gonna have to think it over there..but may be,rather  pretend that I am doing it casually..very casually;).we never know, these pretends might one day actually make me less nervous :)

  --I don know wat to do,with the social pobia part-'the difficulty to luk at strangers eye' thing..may be shud relax my strategy on not joining social networking sites..

   --gonna do my pent up non regular works at my own rhythm(website designing and android app development)..competing just with myself..and the pending up academics part- I am sure that I will catch up some how coz xams will begin by October :|  lesser the tym, faster we learn :D





After reading all these,you might have had the feeling that something has seriously affected her..but let me be frank.absolutely nothing!that is why I am feeling ridiculous about  this..some fears can never be answered ..I know..but this seems very awkward..whatever!!

hope to give you good review about my progress- with evidences;)


"Miles And miles to go before I sleep".wanna do hell number of things.. Like I wanna develop app, website, clear NET, GATE, prepare for DATA STRUCTURES(yep! gonna teach that for S3), learn driving, knitting, better cooking (GASP!!) and lot many other things..Hopefully

Thursday, August 16, 2012



POTENTIAL MISINTERPRETED :p


Does people call you or you urself feel that u belong to



                           -the mediocre
                            -the lifeless
                            -the average
                            -the jobless
                            -the helpless
                            -the unlucky
                            -the stupid

c'me on my buddy ,here is the gud news:)You are safe:):):)
U belong to the largest group on this planet earth facing the same problem!which is a kind of achievement in terms of the effort u put in..In technical terms the cost(energy) incurred in achieving this biiiig feat includes

-whining           =  2(energy utilised to appreciate) {read as 2 times the energy...}

-crying                 = 10( energy utilized to smile)

-complaining        = 1/2( energy utilized to thank):-complaining is lot much easier..coz  expressing gratitude is tym consuming..I doubt 24 hrs cud be a major limiting factor.

-worrying             = 20(energy utilized to act)

-getting frustrated  = 7(energy utilized to reason)  + perks to dr.cardio and dr.psych.

-aggression           =  5(energy utilized to make people come closer to you)

-jealousy               = 6(energy to look into yourself)

jus do the math and we will know that the expense is approximately jus  li'l  greater than 50% of the total energy we have.Great job dudies!!Is'nt it Great things ought to be expensive?:P


So continue draining all the energy into nothingness and prove yourself somehow that you belong to the above mentioned categories of uselessness..And by the way ,my best wishes too:)

ps: "U R what you believe U R"..but you have the choice of a belief system!!





Monday, July 2, 2012

hmmm..not sure

I have decided
not to reason..
but why am I not sure??
may be..
I am afraid
that I might be so sure..

confuzzed!!

VERY WELL SAID :D






confusion hi confusion hai,
solution kuch patha nahi!!
solution kuch patha raha tho 
question kya tha batha nahiiiii...

AAaaallll izzzz Wellll :)




ps:courtesy 3 idiots:)
bottom line:exams round the corner;)

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Strange are they..

Strange are they.. 
Those who let themselves be an open book,
and let others  write on them, even if it hurts..


those not vulnerable,not afraid ,..
’ready to face it  whatever may come’  

those  willing to fall into the same hot water again 
despite being burnt ruthless .

those who  fear not losing ..
and like the phoenix,

those who can put themselves back together
after shattering into a thousand pieces.

those who would'nt let their self feel low ,
even before their own judgements..

those who never have to pretend anything,
nor ever had to compare with anybody..

those who are humane yet not
chanting the religions..

those ,if any, who never felt  like
 undoing  any instance of their life.

those who would’nt mind being ruined disastrously,
 by those they  deeply love..

those who dare to take 
the difficult road..


strange are they..