So in the mean while.. This confused bundle of 20 something is muddling with the world religions!!.
All these years I have undoubtedly believed in the existence of one single almighty GOD.But these days, when I try to question few of its written precepts I find it unanswerable. May be its beyond what I perceive..
Nevertheless religion has become a habitual part of my life. Be it the 5 times prayer or my Hijab. Despite my reasoning side protesting with logical argument, there is another segment in my head which vehemently draws me into the direction of unquestioning belief.
But one thing is certain. This faith comforts me in times of fear and grief. Its where I hide when I feel like running away from everything.. Don't know if it’s the magical hands working behind or is it just the trust I indirectly put in myself by holding on to this faith.. but Thanks to my family for instilling this belief in me..It is a permanent solace when compared with the temporariness of people..
Religion has given me some social security and feeling of oneness, no matter where I am. And I no longer hold any issues with respect to modest dressing and head cover.. But putting aside the rituals, ain't all the religions of the world singing the same songs of love, peace and joy?
But sometimes I wonder who invented these laws of gender inequality and biased freedom ..The GOD, according to me is definitely most justful..and therefore will definitely not promote feminism or sexism. So demanding subservience because of being a girl is surely not in GODs agenda. And so is the vice versa. To all those who have promises to keep, persistence is the key. Keep working and do all that you can to reach your dream.. Never succumb to anybody who pulls you down in the name of religion and gender. A REAL COMPANION HELPS YOU GROW..
Therefore enlighten my gals, He has created you for reasons that matter. plus with some special blessings of keeping together a tightly knit family. The right to being treated with respect is mutual to both the genders.
Truth or false, it feels good to believe that there is a super force who considers all tom, dick and harry to be equal.. No matter if we are black, white, red or brown, rich or poor, semitic or anti semitic, intelligent or stupid we are gonna be loved thoroughly by the supreme Power..And to believe that He is busy drawing the masterpiece written for each one of us, which by the end will merge different pieces of the jigsaw puzzle into one beautiful picture..
And that hopefully will make all the sense!!
