Knowledge is wealth :D:D:D

What have I been doing for the past 25 years? 22 years of my  life have been spend at educating myself. But what sort of knowledge have I acquired? Reflecting about my entire day, ghash how I wish my syllabus also covered topics like how to sew my dress, how to grow my food, then may be little bit of cooking, little bit of self grooming, little bit of self defense and little bit of first aid. Than how sulphuric acid reacts with nitric acid. or when battle of plassey was fought.

 All you want to become is  knowledgeable. Because that is what is expected out of you. And somebody told me “byhearting all that crap  from NCERT text books will give you that  feel”. How wrong I was..Later now  all I feel is that the more submissive you are, the more marks you score. 

Will You marry me:P

I am in a very very funny phase of my life right now..Even though you have the  least idea regarding whom you are gonna get married to, you pray that it happens..Because you are tired of the "not yet married tag" and because everybody of your age are getting married.
But honestly I don't know if this is the kind of relationship what I want. I want to be loved for the person I am. I want someone who will respect me and help each other grow. I dont want to be sold out for 150 sovereigns, 25 lakh rupees and fortuner car. Nor do I want to purchase a guy for that amount. I want somebody who will love me for whatever I am..Who becomes my friend for ever. Who does'nt blame me when our life boat starts to sink.. Who can tolerate my flaws..As they say, marry someone who falls in love with you for things deep inside..Not just the way you comb your hair or the outfit you wear.. You know that expectation hurts..But every night before I close my eyes to peaceful sleep, I make a prayer to thy lord..I plead for a spouse who will enrich my life with more love, peace and happiness.  I pray for strength to deal with life as it comes.. I have heard falling in love is easy..But remaining in a relationship is tough.. And I Know that nobody can complete you by loving the way you want to be loved. And I know that for any marriage to work, you gotta appreciate the similarities and accept the differences and patiently get accustomed to the other halfs' languge of love.

 So let peace prevail in the union. May good things happen..

phenomenal women

She created twinkles in my eyes.

How her little finger held the pencil.  How her curious eyes looked into mine. The small coconut tree stuck out of her head. Her quietness ..Her obedience.  She was my brightest star.

Growing up is a very difficult thing.. Especially when people around you demand PERFECTION, but you have nobody to look up to for an example..Everywhere you see plagiarised versions of pretentious self. She could'nt disguise her original self.. They kept complaining about her ways..

But how on earth could’nt they understand that it was her way of being special. How her imperfect hairdo & her careless clothing would turn her into a phenomenal woman someday.

Is it too much to ask?

If people asked me, what I wanted out of life..I would tell them..I need a very very loving family to love me in all possible ways..I want to be loved honestly..for all that stupid thing I am..
I want a stable job. I want all negative things away from me..

I want to be debt free..I want all the people I love healthy and happy..
I want to be understood and treated with more kindness..
I want to feel human.