The Silent Warrior

choice is a freedom..
and she loved being "her"

people called her weird..
yelling and hating..

nobody seemed to understand…
'the psychiartist' is'nt God anyways..

whom shall be blamed?
why should anybody be blamed?

the most concerned,
were the most worried
they wanted her to change
transform into being accepted..

she was so confused as in why everybody where so clear?
she thought so ..

is everything  protocoled ,by the almighty?
I know not..

she was choking from inside..

Mind wanted to change, but heart could'nt..

Why cant her life be her choice?
Why does everybody other than her have an opinion in it?

All I know is she did love those "concerned"..
 she was ready to grieve for the sake of their happiness..

To stride a path she never wanted to..
To live a life she never would otherwise..

Sometimes she thought..
Why not take a second chance?

A second chance with life may be..
Never know what life after last breath has to  offer..

May be its a life without any if's and but's ..
A life without any doubts.. 

I am afraid ..
She fell in deep love with the hereafter..