On the teaching spree!!




mmm long time .. anyways am back:) its been 8 months into my new job:) feeling blessed.. Thank you dad:) If it was not for you, I don't know if I would have ever  done my masters or  got into a noble profession like this.

By the way, my new job entitles me to teach 'CS engineers'.  In other words I have started learning some teeny tiny 'engineering'.  My entire family is flabbergasted at the very thought of me educating,
well! I myself wonder all the more:)

 Its the best job one can have considering the holidays, the remuneration, the free time, and my friendly room mate.. lovin it (not the Mc donalds tagline)..

So  much to my chagrin., Its groom hunting phase for my family.. To add to my woes, I keep counting about the number of things, I will have to give up after the so called 'big day'.. Like this liberty to wake up in the middle of night and do what u please- may be silly blogging,  reading story books, or preparing for the next days class or washing my pent up clothes or To sit like an idiot before the TV and computer . To cook whatever I like and to sleep how much ever time I want.. To dress like a 'crack pot'.. Above all to live at somebody else's home! OMG Marriage seriously seems creepy!!


 On the other hand, there are also times when I  feel so awkward, coz all my friends are getting married.. yep I agree, there is also the need for some soul company- which I doubt if it ever will be met, desire to be a mommy and the like..

But then again I want to adopt a baby girl,. Achieve something worth mentioning in my life..not that marriage is a barrier to all these.. but am afraid, what if it turns out to be the scary kind..

hmm my muddle head of confusions is swirling.. so good night:)