The Silent Warrior

choice is a freedom..
and she loved being "her"

people called her weird..
yelling and hating..

nobody seemed to understand…
'the psychiartist' is'nt God anyways..

whom shall be blamed?
why should anybody be blamed?

the most concerned,
were the most worried
they wanted her to change
transform into being accepted..

she was so confused as in why everybody where so clear?
she thought so ..

is everything  protocoled ,by the almighty?
I know not..

she was choking from inside..

Mind wanted to change, but heart could'nt..

Why cant her life be her choice?
Why does everybody other than her have an opinion in it?

All I know is she did love those "concerned"..
 she was ready to grieve for the sake of their happiness..

To stride a path she never wanted to..
To live a life she never would otherwise..

Sometimes she thought..
Why not take a second chance?

A second chance with life may be..
Never know what life after last breath has to  offer..

May be its a life without any if's and but's ..
A life without any doubts.. 

I am afraid ..
She fell in deep love with the hereafter..

Am I?

Five Fingers cant be the same!

*very important*

Dearest Dad,

Every time I have thought of getting you something

 an aching feeling from within says ..”no !this is not enough for  my dad”

When I look out  for the best stuffs I can get for U

I couldn’t find any that would complement what you have been doing for us!!

I always compare myself with you , our  hero

Only to find out that I am a no:1 zero

U are my strength when I am weak

U are my voice when I can’t speak

We know you love us in every cell of yours

We just wanted to assure  u that

We love you too, like   u do..

And we will be always there for you..

To hold you when you need..

I will never ever forget your words

Those were simple, direct and great

Whatever you have told me out of your experience

Were difficult for me to understand then

But later on after I realized,

 I treasure them like rich legacy of my life ,

The best part of you is that you are so selfless in giving

And you provide us everything

And   whatever we are today

We know that  it’s only because of you

I am so proud of you  and

I don’t have even one reason to blame you

I just wish I was some angel so that

I could grant all your dreams come true ..

We love you daddy …

U ARE THE BEST DAD EVER!!